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Spring Wait
Compass Season

Only a mountain has lived long enoughto listen objectively to
the howl of a wolf.
A Sand County Almanac
Aldo Leopold
It is becoming unsafe out on the ice of the interior lakes that stretch across the Boundary Waters Canoe Area.
The snowmelt has created slush. On some of the surfaces, the white light of ice is darkening.
It is a time of waiting. Islands are inaccessible. Stores are absent of tourists since it is an in-between season.
Winter is receding. Spring is
not yet here. While we wait
for summer, the warmth
is tentative and fleeting.
Yesterday, the temperatures dropped, and it wanted to snow. For a few moments, snowflakes drifted down and then stopped.
It is a time of migration. The
junkos blew in as a swirl and
are now gone. For the first time,
a loon was heard out on Lake Superior.
The dogwood lining the ditches and clinging to open space
have been with us all winter.
The willows are just beginning
to open with their soft cotton announcing early spring.
Light is extending, and the sun
has moved far from the horizon
line where it made a home all through December and January.
It is a restless time. People depart on trips to capture and steal from spring a few moments to pre-empt summer.
But often, they come back to a colder world and a less inviting one.
Time has passed, but
the season has not.
It is something our whole
constitution does not want
to accept. It is as though we
were bred with a kind of
controlled fury.
We want it so badly.
Many study the weather reports of Minneapolis or places that escape the lake effect of cold Superior as it modulates our temperatures.
They think: “Why can’t I be there?” or “Surely our weather can’t be far behind.”
Last week it crested plus 80 degrees in the Twin Cities. Here
we rejoiced because thermometers came in over 50. Students were in shorts and tee-shirts.
Today, it is hovering around
thirty degrees.
The fading of winter is the time of year woodsmen appreciate being out in the forest cutting trees, hiking, discovering new topography with the branches bare.
The snow that once was deep and furrowed is gone, and a few patches of ice briefly line the path.
However, these days seem to offer little consolation as the grey skies drift across the path of the sun. We are waiting in anticipation.
There is an expectancy as if we
can get ahead of nature’s laws,
which will run their course.
Waiting is a lost art in many ways.
Waiting for ideas slow in coming
is one place we learn patience.
Waiting for love is another place worth paying attention to, but we cannot make this happen any more than expecting robins to arrive on a particular day.
Waiting for important events to transpire when it is not their time
is hard to do, but what choice
do we have?
Spring will not come any sooner. In the first days of April, we may have garden tools ready, and we look fondly to our fishing boats. Canoes might seem eager to be off on new adventures.
So much to anticipate, but the time has not yet arrived. It will and is
slowly making its march, but only
a little each day.
Waiting may be nature’s way of reminding us we have limits to our energies. While waiting is not always easy, we do what we can and let the pulsebeat of time move as it should.
Sometimes, we have very little say
in the matter.


