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Our Need for Adventure
Loon Laughter at Midnight

Je suis un homme du nord.
Now I, too, am a north man.
The Boast of the Voyageur
For some, it is a wild howling.
It is a yowl for others. Some
yip-yip incessantly. Others
turn back towards the leader,
impatient to begin. And some
remain calm and quiet
in the traces.
It is the beginning of a dog sled race.
The air is filled with a chorus of dogs wailing in anticipation of when they
are off and running. The anchored
claw presses down into the snow, holding them back.
The official gives their announcement: Ten … nine … eight … and they’re off.
And within a fraction of seconds, all is quiet as the dogs set to their task. And they are away.
And I think to myself: If only we could show such passion. Not only restless
in the traces but testing them, leaping forward and then back, again and again, so eager to start.
Each athlete (for that is what they
are) is prepared in their own way.
But together, they are a team.
In his book, The Adventure of Living,
the Swiss psychiatrist Paul Tournier
writes that there is a profound
penchant for adventure in each
one of us.
We may enjoy it from a distance. For example, a writer who never writes a great novel may instead settle for becoming a movie critic.
We may quiet this instinct by choosing lesser experiences such as an affair or gambling or making work our one
grand ambition.
Adventures that once animated us can turn normal. We joy in the retelling of older achievements; we hold on to the glory days, we identify ourselves with what we might consider the pinnacle
of our life when we were at our best.
But these dogs had a crazy-eyed,
blazing abandon to follow the one
thing they were born to do.
No house dogs these.
Their mark was for the trail, for the rhythmic panting, for the steamy
breaths escaping them, for the
shadow nights, for frost on their
nose hairs, for the straw bed at
the end of a good run in the
depths of January.
In a recent issue of Conservation magazine, there were pictures by outdoor photographers. One was
of a moose emerging from a halo
of snow and frost.
Of this experience, the photographer, Jim Brandenburg, wrote:
I thought I saw a ghost today.
I went after them in the waist-deep
snow with town clothes on and made
a mating call. They responded
and came toward me. Felt
wonderfully nervous!
These last words stopped me. Brandenburg had found his adventure that day. “Wonderfully nervous” is an excellent way of knowing when we are on the edge of some great journey.
Soon we are to be off and running.
The passion we experience, like the passion of these dogs, is rare. And
that is why it is so important to
welcome it when or if it comes.
We owe it to ourselves to go to a sled dog race sometime to witness even a fraction of their enthusiasm. It is the one sport where we can stand so close to delirious eagerness.
Their yips and yowls, their howling
and songs of passion, remind us of
our indifference to living. In their straining and eagerness to begin,
we are challenged to care more
deeply about the trail we are on.
We forget life might just be
intended to feel like this.
When was the last time you looked back and wondered why you weren’t being released and when that ecstatic moment would finally come?
It is then that we set to work.
The sublime expectation is over.
Now we are on our way.
While it may be an individual journey,
for a time, we can see the wash of
snow-spray as we fan out across
the lake and disappear into an
uncertain horizon.

