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In the Distance, Thunder
Meditations for the Untethered

“Out of the depths I cry
to thee, Lord,
hear my voice!”
Psalm 130:1
In the distance,
the thunder—but
the mosquitoes
are swarming.
Life implodes.
From out of the shadows
and swampy solitudes
they ferry and probe
for warm and tender
places to draw their blood.
They carry on the wind,
dance against the moon,
invite themselves into
our quiet nights and
cabined conversations.
Vague thoughts
take shape,
edited memories, blackened interpretations, selected distorted events.
All so real, each leaving
its mark, the after-sting
of drifting “could-be’s”
or “what-was.”
But the thunder rolls
and soon, sweet rain,
the end of torment.
Still, hordes return,
sun-born legions
eager and humming,
in the every day
and everyday.
Each born of feelings,
internalized heartache,
discouragement,
lost hope,
silent despair.
We take back what
we can but days can
be lost.
New advances take
the swarming place.
Beauty turns to restless
discontent, the eagles
now mere objects in the sky.
But the thunder rolls
and soon, sweet rain.
The earth revived.
The summer extended.
The life-force is back.
and we can reach again
to the level of our dreams,
to whisper
good news
once more.